Good god, I didnt get to sleep until 5:50 am. And even when I did sleep, it was hard to. Oh, I hated it. Yesterday was the wierdest day for me. Blah. I got 4 hours of sleep. 

I am totally overheating right now, it is WAY to fuckin hot in this office. I think that I might get to see Dave today, I'm not sure though. I haven't talked to him or anything, but chances are that I'll see him. I need him so bad. When do I NOT need him? lol. I'd rather be at his hot house than this hot office. I feel more at home at his house than I do at my house, isn't that silly? I think it is.

I miss star-gazing. I want to be sitting under black lights right now, or watching the sun go down on a swinging chair, or re-arranging a living room into a bachelor pad, or breaking glass mugs in the mall. I want to cook for someone, and watch them eat 5 servings, I want to go swimming with friends and, in a 'drunken stupor', go off the water slide with two other ppl, in an attempted train. I want to go to the mountains and get a leg massage, or hear rocks at my window, or try my hardest to focus my attention on a movie about The Doors, but never quite acheiving it. I want to go to a party with close friends and sing sublime, or go swimming at a hotel in Park City, and loose the room key time and time again. I want to clean the house that's not my house with my best friend. I want to taste more strawberry champagne. I want to take what I thought was a warm bath, but to another was cold, or have a 'hot' shower at a friends house, or go swimming at the same place and try to kill a threatening spider. I want to eat vegetable soup and spaghetti O's, or watch happy texas. I want to see fireworks with ridiculous music playing, and illegally double park someone, or set off illegal fireworks in a church parking lot. I want to pick 'ah'prictos in a strangers front yard. I want to stay up all night and drink decaf coffee, or sneak a little sleep over.  I want to get pulled over with a broken headlight, or go to evanston and sleep at the cabin, or make-out in a movie theater.


hehee

-suga