*Just a spoonful of sugar*

Jul 9, 2004

tee hee

Good god, I didnt get to sleep until 5:50 am. And even when I did sleep, it was hard to. Oh, I hated it. Yesterday was the wierdest day for me. Blah. I got 4 hours of sleep.

I am totally overheating right now, it is WAY to fuckin hot in this office. I think that I might get to see Dave today, I'm not sure though. I haven't talked to him or anything, but chances are that I'll see him. I need him so bad. When do I NOT need him? lol. I'd rather be at his hot house than this hot office. I feel more at home at his house than I do at my house, isn't that silly? I think it is.

I miss star-gazing. I want to be sitting under black lights right now, or watching the sun go down on a swinging chair, or re-arranging a living room into a bachelor pad, or breaking glass mugs in the mall. I want to cook for someone, and watch them eat 5 servings, I want to go swimming with friends and, in a 'drunken stupor', go off the water slide with two other ppl, in an attempted train. I want to go to the mountains and get a leg massage, or hear rocks at my window, or try my hardest to focus my attention on a movie about The Doors, but never quite acheiving it. I want to go to a party with close friends and sing sublime, or go swimming at a hotel in Park City, and loose the room key time and time again. I want to clean the house that's not my house with my best friend. I want to taste more strawberry champagne. I want to take what I thought was a warm bath, but to another was cold, or have a 'hot' shower at a friends house, or go swimming at the same place and try to kill a threatening spider. I want to eat vegetable soup and spaghetti O's, or watch happy texas. I want to see fireworks with ridiculous music playing, and illegally double park someone, or set off illegal fireworks in a church parking lot. I want to pick 'ah'prictos in a strangers front yard. I want to stay up all night and drink decaf coffee, or sneak a little sleep over. I want to get pulled over with a broken headlight, or go to evanston and sleep at the cabin, or make-out in a movie theater.

hehee

-suga

Posted at 10:06 am by sugalicious
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gay gayg agy

Ok... I'm kinda not in the mood to be writing a blog right now, but I have nothing better to do. So. The fourth of July was a few days ago, I saw fireworks with Dave. It was fun, we went to a carnival.

Well, in fact, come to think of it, I've been hanging out with Dave for like everyday for the past week. What good times! Lol, i guess Ill start from the beginning. well, i think it was, actually, i dont know what day it was, but one of the days I think like Thursday or Friday, me, dave, and Jordan S. Went swimming at Jordans house. It was a good time. Oh shit! No, that was like last tuesday or something. Godammit, ive lost track. well. since i cant remember the days, I'll just tell you all the stuff that we've been doing.

One night we went and saw The Terminal. Another day I went to his house and cleaned with his sisters, I didnt mind the cleaning, but that day wasn't the best of days. Some things are best left unsaid, it doesn't matter why that day wasn't the best, it doesn't mean that I didnt' have fun. Anyhow, then on Dave monday we went to Dave's sisters boyfriends house and went swimming and junk, that was a fun fun night. And then the next day we went to dinner on a yacht with some of Dave's sisters friends. It was soo fun, except for the fact that it was on the Great Salt Lake, and that there were little bugs everywhere. It was a good dinner and a fun time. Then the NEXT day, which is now up to two days ago, Dave and Dave's sister and one of her friends, and my friend Steph kicked back and watched a movie about Jim Morrison. It was fuckin tricked out. oh, i left something out, one of the days, ( I can't remember when) I made a really cutecore dinner for Dave. Rigattoni and meat sauce. It was yummy.

Anyhow, thats been my past couple of weeks.

Well, i started reading a way cool book called 'East of Eden' its crazy long. You have to be a totally avid reader to finish it. I'll finish it. Its like 630 pages long, and im on about page 245, its good so far though. I'll finish it.

I've been talking to a close yet distant friend of mine lately, Justin C. We used to have a pretty good relationship, in fact, we were together. Anyways, we've kinda renewed our friendship in a sense. It feels good. He's a cool kid, I miss him too ( as a friend). So, we decided that we are totally gonna hang out soon. Im excited. It's kindof like a--a--'blind friendship' if-you-will. hhee I love that kid.

Sexified.

heheh

- sugalicious.

Posted at 02:12 am by sugalicious
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Jun 22, 2004

!!!!!

I'm talking to dave, and I couldn't be happier!

<3333333333333333333333333

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Jun 21, 2004

Dave Monday

I stayed up so late (or early) last night. Ugh. All I did was sit here and talk to ppl on the internet, but it wasn't so bad. I couldn't really sleep, and finally when I DID get to sleep at like 5, I had to sleep on a mat and sleeping bag. But that's ok, I slept pretty well. But then I got woken up at like 9:30 so I basically only got 4-ish hours of sleep.

I got to read (parts)of the most incredible story ever. oh man. It was great.

I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really miss dave. I don't know how I'm gonna go so long without seeing him.

I just ate a really good steak, yummy. And a potatoe and green beans. It was good.

So, nothing has really happened since I last posted. I've just been sitting here. And, oh sad! A thought just came to me. It's Dave Monday, and I can't see Dave. Oh dear.What a dreadful thought! Thats so sad! This is like the first time in like months that I havent seen him on monday, it's our schedueled hang out day. Oh, now I'm in the depths of despair. Poor me. Lol.

Well. I think that's all that I have to say.

-Daves sugar

*this post is all for Dave on his day* (sorry babe!)

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Jun 20, 2004

Ouch.

Hello there. I'm hurting really bad right now. Ouch. My legs hurt and they need to be massaged by dave. Im sad. And my ears are really hurting me. I swear that like every time that I'm here I don't feel good. Oh well.

I am totally not in a good mood right now.

I went to some family party for fathers day with my step-moms famiy; me and my brother fell asleep on the deck. It was a nice sleep. And we ate really good food, but I think that it made me sick, cuz we just got back like and hour ago and I feel like complete shit. Maybe I just miss dave too much that I'm getting sick. lol (hey, it's possible, especially for someone as awesome as Dave.)

I need a dave massage. On my back, and my shoulders... and I could go for a leg massage right about now (tee hee! Dave, you know what I'm talking about)

K, here's a message especially for dave.

You know that you're the motherfucking shit, don't deny it. Everyone loves you, and you know it. Every single girl that you know (whether you like it or not) want's you. And that, my friend, is why I am the luckiest girl of all (hopefully...). I get you. HAHA! Anyhow, I love ya.

OK, sorry about that. I just wanted him to know that. Ugh.... I have thw fucking headache from hell right now... and this typing isnt exactly helping. Maybe I'll come back later.

-Sugalexicious

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"Hey! They can't do that!"

hi. Im in an interesting mood right now... I don't really know how to describe it, but you don't really care. (who doesn't really care sugar?) I talk to myself (as you can see... as WHO can see) no one reads this, well actually,that's not true. I found out the other day that (for sure) my site reaches a grand total of.... ONE! and thats only for positive, and guess who it is, Dave! who would have ever guessed that he has THAT boring of a life... no not really. My point is that, why in the world would (wow! that was a lot of words that started with 'w'!) you take the time out of your life to read my boring worthless bullshit? But if you actually DO read it, then I'm sorry that I'm not more interesting. (well, obviously you think that I am intersting if you are reading this.)

Anyhow, my mood changed (can you tell?) I dont have very much to say, except that I miss Dave a ton.

Oh! Oh! Guess what?! I actually DO have something to say! Last night I played th coolest game at my uncles house, you might have heard of it, it's called EyeToy. It's like this little camera that you buy and you plug it into your TV and your playstation 2, and then you can see yourself on the TV! It's the fuckin shit. And there are like a ton of different games you can play. Some of the ones that I played are like ninja games... its soooo cool. k, so you can see yourself on the screen and you like kill these little ninja son of a bitches, but with you hand! Its really hard to explain, but its awesome. And then there's these crack addict little systems that you can go into just to chill, and some of them are weird as fuck... but I can't explain it.

So, I went runnig, and I DID get lost, but I was Ok, I found my way back eventually. And I went shopping. I spent some crazy money that wasn't even mine, (fans, you know what I'm talking about... ).

well... I can't think of anything else that I have to say. But if I do then I will come back.

-Sugalicious

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Jun 18, 2004

Sugalicious is BACK!

I said godamm that was scary. I almost forgot my freakin password! Its been a while since I've even thought about my knew blog... hahaha. Oh well.

Anyhow, I hung out with Jordan the other day, what a freakin cool chick, I love her to peices. We went tanning and swimming, and who else did we see there but the infamous Hope. See, Hope is this girl that I don't even know (well not really, we are just acquiantances) yet, nevertheless, Hope likes to ta lk shit on me, for god-only-knows why. So, I must say that it was a bit awkward, but I honestly don't give two shits about what she thinks of me. Wow, that was a boring paragaraph.

So, me and Dave went to Ultimate Electronics today, what a cutie. When it comes to stuff like that he becomes some hot abercrombie model geek. I know that those two things kinda cancel each other out, but all the same, that's what he is. And I wouldn't have him any other way. I freakin love that kid. And we went to the mall and he bought two WAY hot DUDE belts... hehehe. Emphasis on the dude. He upgraded to guy belts instead of girls... heheh. But I liked him in girl belts. But, I like him in guy belts, so it wasn't exactly UPGRADING it was more like a, a, NUETRALGRADING. If that makes any sense at all.

We watched car racing in the little makeshift movie theaters. And then we ate gross-ass food at Burger King. But I had fun all the same.

So, I'm going down to Snow College on like Wednesday with all these people. I'm not exactly sure what we're gonna do, but I do know that we're gonna swim or some shit like that. Blah, bad paragraph.

Im gonna go running in the morning, and Im in a kinda unfamiliar place, so I'll probably get lost, and Im excited. I love shit like that, getting lost but knowing that you are safe. I don't know, mabye I'm just on crack. (not LITERALLY.)

Man Dave is hot! He really could be an abercrombie model. Or at least I think so, but I think that LOT'S of other people would agree. He's got a way hot body, and way hot hair, I think that in a few years hence, he could definitly be a male model. And I say a few years hence because he still has a lot of growing to do, mostly in the waist area. But that's not a problem, he's the sexiest man I know, and I know a lot of dude's.

Which brings me to my next point...

I am sick and fucking tired of these grosscore, old, wrinkley, dirty guys staring at me! Like, do they honestly think that I dont notice!? Ugh! Makes me sick. In fact, It's not JUST the old guys, it's the young guys, the middle-aged guys... I can't think of any more guys. But my point is that all of them need to just leave me alone. And it's not like I wear slutty clothes that would draw attention. I don't get it. They all need to stop fucking staring at me and go home to their wifes, girlfriends, porno's for all I fucking care, and stare at them.

Im sorry for bitching, but I had to get that out.

Well, I don't have much left to say. Maybe I will think of something (or just get really bored) and come back.

-sugalicious